Love and the Feel part III

this story is about a girl who would loved a boy with every part of her and he loved her deeply but he didn't fully understand what he had when he was with her, breaking up was the hardest decision she had to make, she could see he felt something for someone else even though he said he still loved her and would deny any feelings for the other girl, but he wanted to see if there was something better and not settle down just yet for he was only so young, so after she had enough of the lies she left him and he chose to purse the other girl, but all the while his first love was on his mind. She was still heart broken and still loved him, but hates what he did to her at the same time. even looking at him brought memories of what they had together, and she felt as though no one could replace what she had with him. a year goes by and throughout the year the boy stays with the other girl but knows it was not anywhere near the magic he had with his first love. he comes back into her life wanting her advice and help with what he should do, wanting his first love to tell him that she still needs him. but she has learnt never to trust him again, she will never let someone throw her away to find something better and then come to the realisation that she was the best he could have ever had and expect her to jump straight back into his arms. he hurt her so deeply that just coming back into her life wont fix it, she wishes she never met him so he could have never hurt her, wishes he didnt have any control over her, and wishes she never fell in love with a liar. who does he think he is coming back into her life after lying and choosing someone else to replace her, it will never work because of all the hurt he caused, all the lies he said and the hate created. the scar will be with her for the rest of her life but its a reminder to her to never let someone steal a part of her again, never to be tricked into believing empty words but mostly it is a reminder to never be tricked by him again. the scar is a learning curve so she can only improve what she has from now on and as soon as there is doubt she will let her heart take over and end it before she gets another gash that should have been prevented from the start.

Regret

10pm
Girl: babe, let's meet
later. I miss you.
Boy: alright, I'll just finish
this round of beer.
Girl: you're drinking
again?
Boy: don't worry; I'll be
there, okay?
Girl: okay, I'll be waiting.
hours passed, more of
the boy's friends came
and they enjoyed too
much that he forgot
about the time.
The boy looked at his
cellphone and saw four
messages and 10 missed
calls.
He shut his phone down
to pretend his battery
was drained.
1am
The boy went home and
saw his brother,
panicking outside the
house and looking for
him.
Brother: someone called
earlier! Your girlfriend's
bag was snatched, but
she followed the
snatchers and they shot
her!
Boy: don't mess with me
man. Stop joking.
The boy opened his
cellphone and looked at
her messages.
11: 00pm
Babe, where are you?
11: 30pm
Babe, why is your phone
off?
11: 45pm
Babe, there are guys
following me. I'm scared.
Where are you? : '(
12: 00am
Happy Anniversary Babe,
I love you. I wanted to
greet you personally, but
I think I won't see you
tonight. Good night
babe, I hope you're not
drunk when you get
home.
(This was originally in
Filipino, but I translated
it for you guys.)
I felt sad, reading this.
Guys, you'll never know
when you'll lose the
people you love.
Show them everyday how
much you love them
because you'll never
know when you can't,
anymore.

Love and The Feel Part II

I know you cause you're my friend bestfriend . Its heppen some month ago. She said 'may i give your phone number to him?' and i said 'oke' . Since at the moment we have often texting. Everyday you make me melt and fly too high with your words. Much i like in you like :
- Black sugar
- faithful on the women he love. Meeen berapa lama harus ngubek-ngubek bumi buat cari cowok kayak gitu bok -,-
- I don't know why when i'm with you i feel safe.
- Romantic. Not only with his word but he frove it with his effort.
- Willing do anything for the women he loved.
- Bad boy tapi gak neko-neko.
Banyak lagi gak bisa kesebut satu-satu lah. O y! Remember at my birthday. You gift me a bag that so cute And when you pick me up in my friends house. You willing pick me up whereas the rainy fall too swift reach your phone damaged. After a long time I feel something and i think i like you or meybe i love you? Whereas at the moment that i have a boyfriend. I willing to break him for you. You know? When i try to break him, he ask to me to don't leave him. I felt really wicked when i do that to him. But i cant extand the relationship. I don't love him.. I love you. But when i was single you leave me like nothing ever heppen with us. You say "I will go to your school everyday if you are single" but what? You don't do anything! If I text you first you don't reply my massage like you never know me. I waste my time to waiting for you but you never come. Until I know you have someone else. Who the fuck are you? Do you think about my feeling? Its hurt so much boy! Yes i know She beauty,she rich,she smart,she more better than me lah. Oke if that whats you want. Go away with her. With her who has everything. Have fun until both are tired. Leave me alone, here. Take care babe. I'll miss ya

love and the feel

love you is something that i can not avoid. so
strong feelings that I felt then. you attend, while I was longing for a caress, stuck I ’ll love you plug it. and you take me to the clouds, to decorate the sky. arranging the stars into a word, a word of love. beautiful when touched by the world of romance, a love that you give what it is. and created a rainbow soul, my heart coloring. you have the most beautiful of God ’s grace, for me. you are a lover half my soul